Nobody Cares

by Second To Last

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released November 12, 2013

all songs written by Second to Last
engineered, mixed & mastered by Scott Goodrich
drums tracked by Ian Lenzi, & Kris Ruiz

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Track Name: Give Me Anything
In a round about way
What I'm trying to say is
You don't hold any weight
I can't give you any space
In my life, in my time or in the back of my mind
A fire that's been burning for years
The sum of all my fears

If I give you everything
Will you give me anything?

Drown yourself in a pool of regret
Recollect damage done and swallow it
Let it fill your empty gut
Tell me when you've had enough
Maybe then I can find it in me
To convey any sort of empathy
Even if there was a way
I wouldn't answer honestly

If I give you everything
Will you give me anything?
Track Name: California, Son.
I miss it most on days like these
I miss the company of my friends back east
Stretch my heart across the interstates
In hopes that somebody relates

The California sun failed to warm my heart this time
So I guess I'll drown myself in another bottle of cheap wine
I'll find you somewhere else, deep inside my memories
Until then I'm all alone and dying quietly

When did my days become so boring?
Waking up to stale routine every morning
I feel like I got lost in the shuffle
A mutt shut up with a muzzle

The California sun failed to warm my heart this time
So I guess I'll drown myself in another bottle of cheap wine
I'll find you somewhere else, deep inside my memories
Until then I'm all alone and dying quietly
Track Name: Your Favorite Cigarette
I thought I'd call to let you know where I am
I know as of late I haven't been much of a friend
I spent some time in the deep end, in the shadows of my mind
I swam back to say I'm sorry and I hope you understand
I hope you understand

Let's get high again and stop all conversation
We got high again as if it gave us definition
You put me out like your favorite cigarette
I'm burning out in the pavement
You put me out like your favorite cigarette
I'm your favorite cigarette

I'm nothing but a water boy on the sidelines of your mind
I'd ask you out but I doubt you've got the time
I'm nothing but a match that could never spark
A flame big enough to warm your heart
To warm your heart

Let's get high again and stop all conversation
We got high again as if it gave us definition
You put me out like your favorite cigarette
I'm burning out in the pavement
You put me out like your favorite cigarette
I'm your favorite cigarette
Track Name: Untitled
Is every living thing just trying to figure it out?
From the dog in the street to the grass in the ground
Hoping not to get hit by a car or mowed down

I'm not trying to climb these social ladders just to coexist
Racking my brain, knowing there's more to this
I'm not trying to live my life without any purpose
So tell me what mine is

Determine my fate in this town
Drive another tank to the ground
I know there's nothing for me here
So tell me where there is

I'm not trying to climb these social ladders just to coexist
Racking my brain, knowing there's more to this
I'm not trying to live my life without any purpose
So tell me what mine is
Track Name: Radiation
All I've got to help me to sleep
Is your face in my head or the glow from my TV
Lock me in a basement, refuse to let me out
Until my love for you turns my heart to a drought
It's been two years of doubt and hate for my lonely soul
For my lonely soul

I'll sleep it off with the ghosts and spiders
Toss and turn, I started a fire
How and why did I let you in
Burning me alive, radiation

You're coming back on my worst days
Dock the ship, drop the anchor, say your love is here to stay
Are you here to stay
Take my skin and bones, take everything
Take my bleeding heart away from me

I'll sleep it off with the ghosts and spiders
Toss and turn, I started a fire
How and why did I let you in
Burning me alive, radiation
Track Name: World On Fire
The world is on fire, we're just burning at different rates
We've all got the same disease, just different ways to medicate
Our days are on fire, we're all just waiting for the ground to break

So if you're heading out, I guess this is goodbye
When the sun burns out, we'll start a new life
It's really not that bad, it's only the end of the world

Work two jobs just to pay off student loans
Buy a car, have a kid, live in a house that you don't own
Grow old, settle for small talk and expire
The American dream as told by liars

So if you're heading out, I guess this is goodbye
When the sun burns out, we'll start a new life
It's really not that bad, it's only the end of the world
Track Name: Window Seat
You've got a window seat so you can sit and stare
Down at the world and pretend to care
I wish I had a window seat so I can sit and stare
I'd prove to the world that you're not really there

Do you get lonely?
Do you need a friend?
All your selfishness is bringing the world to an end

What's the forecast for today?
Let it rain all over my parade
That's the least I'd expect from you
A magic man that's glorified
You're glorified yet misconstrued

Do you get lonely?
Do you need a friend?
All your selfishness is bringing us to an end
It goes on and on the same ol' song
Growing up and taking the world on
I'm taking the world on tonight
Track Name: Freight Train Blues
I over stayed my welcome in that shallow heart of your's
I know I was never much more to you than an outlet that was secure

In an attempt to find my own way
I got lost on a speeding freight train
It's not coming back for you
I hope to god that you find your own way
Before you're hit by my speeding freight train
I'd hate to see the remains of you

She said my disposition is that I'm socially awkward and I think that I'd agree
But I made a conscious decision of straying the farthest from the family tree

In an attempt to find my own way
I got lost on a speeding freight train
It's not coming back for you
I hope to god that you find your own way
Before you're hit by my speeding freight train
I'd hate to see the remains of you
Track Name: Blaze
Burn down theses walls of frustration
Set fire to my words
I'm a fuck up, a stoned piece of shit
I'm the worst song you've ever heard

Cut my heart out of my chest, set it a blaze
My words aren't worth anything
When I've wasted all my days
Get me out of this cell, get me to the city streets
To me it feels like hell, a fitting home for me

Pray for me but it's a waste of breath
You're victims of self conscious theft
No god could save me now
I ran my soul into the ground

Cut my heart out of my chest, set it a blaze
My words aren't worth anything
When I've wasted all my days
Get me out of this cell, get me to the city streets
To me it feels like hell, a fitting home for me
Track Name: Intruder
If being a better me means biting my tongue
I'll need a new one by the time these twelve months are up
Introverted, I am alone
I've got no place to call my home

Slipped into a deep sleep
Drain the dreams from my head
They don't mean a thing to me
Intrusions on my rest
Maybe when the sun wakes, I will too
Turn the old me into something new

Throw a year in the trash
Spend your days in recovery
Got no drugs, booze or cash
I've got nothing to comfort me
Smoked myself stupid for the last time this week
Got so fucking high, I forgot how to speak

Slipped into a deep sleep
Drain the dreams from my head
They don't mean a thing to me
Intrusions on my rest
Maybe when the sun wakes, I will too
Turn the old me into something new
Track Name: Bucket List
Broke down on a Thursday
The tail end of the week
Thirsty and desperate
For the happiness I seek
My friends all have a vice
But all I've got is me
Some memories from better times
And a little bag of weed

All I want is a ticket out of here
A place of my own
A home that I don't have to fear
I'm always cutting it close
Signals fade in and out
Drained all my hope
Replaced it with doubt, replaced it with

You tell me who to be
You tell me what to think
And i'll do anything, yeah I'll do anything
Anything you need
And I'll go anywhere
Yeah I'll go anywhere, anywhere you please

My dad's not happy at fifty, what does that say for me?
Lately I've been thinking, maybe I just need some sleep
Save your dreams for a bucket list, they'll never amount to anything
I'll never amount to anything, I'll never amount to

You tell me who to be
You tell me what to think
And i'll do anything, yeah I'll do anything
Anything you need
And I'll go anywhere
Yeah I'll go anywhere, anywhere you please